Two years ago my husband committed himself to Hebrew Israelism. However, I am a Christian. If you know anything about Hebrew Israelism you know how much they despise Christianity.
I began to compromise my beliefs in attempt to keep the peace in my marriage. (Keeping feasts days, celebrating the new moon, putting fringes on all of our clothes, attending his “school” on the sabbath instead of my own desired place of worship because I was forbidden to. Etc)
But it just didn’t feel right. I felt in my heart that what I was doing was wrong but couldn’t exactly explain why, so I continued to compromise in those gray areas. Last year I came across a series of Bible studies on YouTube by Nefer Nitty, Dwayne Lemon, and Ivor Myers that answered every single question i had desperately been seeking answers to!
And with those answers came great conviction. I had decided I could not continue to compromise with what I now knew!
This made my husband seriously angry. The spiritual warfare that began to take place in our home was crippling! But God kept me. And is with me still. Earlier this year My husband gave me an ultimatum. I was either to renounce Christianity or he’d file for divorce.
After much prayer and clinging to the Lord… while pregnant with our fourth child… I relocated myself and children to another state (we lived in my husband’s home town six hours away from my nearest relatives or friends) to lean on family for support during our divorce. I chose Jesus and I’m so glad that I did ❤️